酸甜苦辣中，辣是我的最爱。刚吃完一碗很辣的面。它本来是一碗清清淡淡的清汤面，不过，我倒入了大量的小辣椒，所以变成了我最爱的辣面。很辣。虽然明知道会很辣，可是我还是一意孤行。哈哈！心情不好时，吃很辣的食物是我发泄的其中一个方法。很有效。辣转移了我的注意力。我的脑海终于可以暂时抛开那些不愉快的事，只专注于辣。
我听说，人在不高兴的时候，如果吃点甜点，也会对心情有帮助，因为甜有让人感到幸福的功效。这就是为什么情人节时，巧克力很红。有吧！甜应该有效吧。
本来以为今天，星期六的课会是最后的一天，谁知，生物老师放假，物理老师顶替。真是一个不好的消息。放学后，我走路回家时，“啦啦”经过载我一程。真谢谢他！不用顶着热天步行，有人载送，是幸福的。所以，今天，我是幸福的。

Im who im.
I think, i treat all my friends good unless if they let me feel that they are not like my friends or they did something that hurted me. i had never take advantage on friends. there is only one person that i take advantage from him daily. that is my father. i try to make him to pay for my everything. for eg, jurulatih test. actually, he can ignore to pay for me, but this time, he is willing to pay for me. recently, i feel that he is quite good. thanks father! if one day you get very rich, inform me, mayb that time i will get the chance to take some advantage from you? lol. what is mean by taking advantage from people? i cant really get it. for me, take advantage from people is a strong sentence. i think, i only take advantage from my father.
Attitude sucks. my english is not good. but i know that “suck” is a really strong word. are my attitude sucks? i dont think so. i do admit that my attitude is strange sometimes. myself cant really accept it too. but it is definitely not suck.
In my mind, im not a good person. because of my sensitive and hot-tempered personality. i do apologize when i have hot-temper or being sensitive. especially to dai ka jie. dai ka jie has her own personality. she is a good friend. she has no wrong, but sometimes, because im sensitive, i will talk a lot of craps and it may hurt her. i didnt wish to but i will try to change. same as to others. everyone has specific personality. if you can get along with certain personality, you has one more friend. thats it.
My mojor weakness is that i will be very shy in front of stranger and i will be very quiet sometimes for no reason. i dont mean to be quiet but i did. sometimes, i just dunno what to talk or how to talk. mayb, i should practise my communication skill? im sorry if my this weird personailty annoys anyone.
I always welcome my friends’ opinions and comments on me. but you have to let me know who you are. its important because i have to know who you are to let me judge that how well you know me. at first, i thought that you are one that dunno me at all, so i didnt bother what you were talking about. but now i know that you are someone who knows me and may know me very well. i know you very hate or angry me now, maybe. no white lies are needed here. if what you said are truth, i should be hurted to learn better or to change from bad to good. do come and tell me when you are not satisfied with my attitude or whatever i had done. please chat with me on msn if you have anything to tell me or leave me comments here with your name.
Sorry to all my friends if my weird personality create you any problems or annoyance. i do apologise. thanks to all my friends who are able to bear with me, who are always on my side etc.

羡慕是心中所爱慕的和渴求的。
妒忌是憎恨别人比自己行。
~摘自无敌电脑辞典。

究竟有谁能分得清自己正在羡慕还是妒忌呢？
羡慕时，是怎样的？妒忌时，又是怎样的？
字典告诉我们它们的意思，可是却不能确切地告诉我们它们究竟是怎样的。
羡慕时感觉如何？妒忌时感觉又如何？
羡慕与妒忌就只存在着一线之差。
羡慕是褒义，妒忌是贬义。
我们清楚地知道它们的意义。
不过，仍难以辨清何时乃羡慕，何时乃妒忌。

当你看到别人比你行时，心中泛起一股莫名不好的感觉。那是妒忌吗？
谁说的？阿不好的感觉不能是你对自己的失败的失落感吗？
你不能羡慕那人拥有你所渴求的才干吗？
当你看到你所爱慕的、你所渴望的，心中产生快感，那是羡慕吗？
谁说的？不能因为妒忌而幻想而产生快感吗？

常常会听到人问：“羡慕还是妒忌？”
这是一个无止境的问题，没有答案。
及时得到答案，也不一定正确。

家里电话故障了，好几天都不能上网。
肥姐与世长辞，虽然没有特别的喜欢她，可是也感到惋惜。但愿她能够在天国的某一个角落安息。很多艺人都患重病后病逝。也许是因为工作的关系，为了工作，无法好好照顾身体。当然，有些是因为不好的生活习惯。那些是活该的。不过，他们多半都是因为工作的关系而如此，如果没有了他们，我们会少了很多娱乐。所以，他们是伟大的。
这几天考试，并不顺利。也有些不顺心的事发生，心情并不是很好。
文字透露的是我的思想，不是我的行为或举动。如果有人从我的文字中看得出我的行为或举动，我很佩服。我不否认但不代表我承认。我只接受朋友的意见。如果朋友告诉我，我会仔细思考并检讨。可是，如果只是一个路人，很抱歉。因为你并不真的懂我。你只值得我写这一段。
在这心情反反复复的几天中，突然有一个重大决定飘过脑海，不过尚未落实，现在也不是时候落实。我害怕做决定，因为我讨厌后悔。决定会突然飘过脑海吗？那关系自己将来的重大决定就好像灵感一样飞快地飘过然后被我捕捉，可靠吗？时间是最好的助手。
今天放学后，和几个同班同学一起吃冰淇淋，很快乐。有人的冰淇淋掉地，场面还蛮搞笑的。而使我们一边吃冰淇淋一边捧腹大笑。

最近不知怎么的，老是不舒服。是因为喉咙痛的后遗症吗？
老实说，我很久没有生病了。阿teo说生病是还债，哈哈！我正在还债咯！
上个星期一和这个星期二都在还债。
很痛苦。一面上课，一面期待着放学，想着我的床。
从第一节课开始挨到最后一节。苦啊！还债又怎么会是舒服的？
上星期已经很不舒服了，这个星期更糟。伤风，喉咙痛，咳嗽，发烧，样样都到齐了。
带病上课又带病考数学，希望不会考得太糟啦！

又挂念我的部落格吗？哈哈！感觉上好像好多天没有更新这个部落格了。不过，我有更新另一个啦！嘻嘻！
整个新年，我的喉咙都一直在痛。不过，不该吃的，我还是有吃，只是会喝多一点水来补救。哈哈！天知道，这有用吗？体重机坏了，不知道我重了多少？:-(
除夕和大年初一，我闷在家，无所事事。以往，就只有这两天对我来说像农历新年，不过，现在，自从去年开始，连这两天也像普通的日子了。闷啊！虽然闷是很普通的事，不过，新年不是应该去拜年，开开心心的拿红包，高高心心地过的吗？习惯！习惯就好！什么时候才会习惯呢？要等多少个新年后，我才会不感到失落呢？等吧！
在家，吃，喝，看戏，上网。我看完了《野蛮奶奶大战戈师奶》。对我来说，它不那么好看。大概是因为里面有很多吵架的情节吧？对我来说，这一类的情节是挺烦的。
年初一晚上，和朋友出去打球。在黑暗中打球。虽然篮球不是我的那杯茶，不过，流一身汗的感觉后还不错。
年初三下午，和同一班朋友去看《长江七号》。不大像喜剧，倒是有科幻剧的元素。七仔七仔！我爱你！超超超可爱的七仔！我要存钱带你回家!呵呵！等我哦！

考试快到咯！可是，我给自己的借口是，新年也！哪里有人在新年读书的？哈哈！就这样，连续五天的假期，虽然我多数的时间是在家的，可是，我没有做任何的功课，读任何的书。就这样，开学了！

哈哈哈！被人投诉了。。投诉我的部落格没有开心的事。。嘻嘻嘻！我尽量啦！终于，雨过天晴了！我的心情没有那么差了。因为是假期？不知道哦！也许吧！
不管是倾盆大雨、暴风雨抑或是毛毛雨，终究会停止的。可是，雨停了，不代表云已经不存在了。只要还有云的一天，雨还是会再下的。一望无际的天空又怎么可能没有了云朵的点缀呢？所以，又何必去执着于那暂时性的雨呢？看开一点吧！
“只要笑一笑，没什么过不了！”虽然说，说易做难，不过，尽量保持心情开朗，尽量不要想太多（逃避）直到雨停为止也很有帮助哦！
米奇老鼠年要到咯！新年新希望！跟以往一样，我会努力抛弃一切不好的，尽量过得好好的！希望不会像一月那样咯！呵呵！加油！
祝大家鼠年快乐、行好运！一连五天的新年假期适用于充电哦！

看戏的生活正在继续，所以，我的心情是好的。希望今晚我会早点睡！=)
看戏对我来说是一种精神上的粮食，我的精神正在增肥。=)人会肚子饿，需要吃东西。精神也会肚子饿，记得要时常喂它哦！
饿，可大可小噢！饿过头会死的！饿死的例子是存在的！长期都饿的话，会营养不良，会生病。
精神病院就是为那些精神营养不良的人而设的，目的是治疗那些饿过头而生病的人。
看戏是我的至爱。是一种逃避吗？或许吧！不过，适当的放松，适当的逃避，是人生的必做之事哦！
朋友们！你也一样！不要把自己绷得太紧。可以的话，能逃避就逃避。能偷懒就偷懒吧！不要等到一切都太迟了。
有一些问题是无形的。它的存在是为了考验脆弱的你，不是让你解决的。
如果你钻牛角尖，想，一直在想，那只会累坏你自己。有一天，你会受不了的！那又何必呢？
看开一点，顺其自然吧！
看戏就是我的方法！=)
要常常保持身体健康哦！要吃得健康！要有均衡的饮食习惯！要吃得营养！也要定时吃！（对精神=)）~~要适当、适时、适合、适用、适中、适宜和适度的放松哦！嘻嘻！

Yesterday, i watched my lovely drama for whole day. i was trying to avoid thinking of something and i succeeded. i chose to run away from problems. some kind of problems will have no way to solve but the only way to get better is to run away. with watching drama all the day, i felt better. i watched till 4am only went to bed. i woke up at 6something and then rushed outside for jogging, guilty swallowed me that time. then, i went to meeting.
After meeting, i went back home to bath and then out to sungai wang for shopping. EXHAUSTED! i kept falling asleep when i was walking. how strange it is! really strange. where will have people that fall asleep while walking. this is the first time in my life. really exhausted. the relaxing work i did yesterday was gone.
Anyway, i enjoyed jogging. its really nice. shopping with good friend is really nice too. im very tired and exhausted. i hope that you wont think that its your fault or whatever.
Please do remember that, its me who slept late last night.