05.26.08
无聊之作
我打赢了一场胜仗!谢谢老天爷!谢谢晓盈!太夸张了!呵呵!其实只是做了一件小小的事。一件对我来说是很难的事。备注:只是本人觉得难的事!也近乎不可能。因为本人的能力极有限,比起一般人,就是无能咯!时间真的正在飞逝,唉!(感叹人生?)
每一件事都有两种结果,一种是表面的,就是你能看见能感觉到的,另一种是里面的,只有当事人知道。表面好的结果多半都是努力奋斗而来的,所以它的里面结果是疲累吧?作战的结果。然而,表面不好的结果,也不能否定它的里面结果。努力后得到不好结果,它的里面结果应该会是好的,因为对得起自己。尽力也是一种美德。有美德,又怎么会不好呢?
谢谢我那任劳任怨的MP3,无怨无悔的跟着我,对我忠心耿耿,陪我度过了无数的日子,无论心情好坏,居功不少哦!
宝贝电脑又回到了我的面前了。重新在这种距离看见他,我发现,我还是那么的爱他,感觉上好久没有看见他了。(其实天天都见他,只是,他离开了我的书桌一两个星期而已^^)
昨晚跟老爸废话时,我说:“xxx没用,xxx没用。。。”他回我一句话:“唉!你讲这个没用、那个没用,都不知道你将来有没有用。”嗯!很有深度的一句话。其实是很简单的一句话,只不过它把应有的意义都赤裸裸地呈现眼前,但是又能隐喻重重,所以我觉得它很有深度。我不知道,这是个未知数,我觉得结果是负面的。
不知不觉地,现在已是学校假期了。怎么一点都不像假期的?假期啊!你在哪里?快点来吧!我想你想疯了。(虽然下星期有一个星期的“假期”,不过,我相信A Level的人都不会认为那是假期)
05.23.08
Hope and Expect
Have hope but dun have expectation.
Hope but dun expect.
By the way, how to distinguish hope and expectation?
When i hope, i expect too.
Is that wrong?
When you give me hope, then i expect.
Then, u take away my hope again.
My expectation torture me after that.
You can have hope but please avoid expectation.
Stil, i couldnt distinguish these two.
One is good and another one is bad.
So? hope and expect.
It sounds different and looks different.
Yet its like the same to me.
05.22.08
General Paper
Academic writing.
Matured writing.
Language 20%.
Content 30%.
I dun have academic brain.
Im not matured.
My english is not good.
I dun have content.
Predicted grade: U
1 day before GP test.
05.20.08
Difference
For MUET Test paper 1, there are 50 questions and the duration is 2 hours. When i was sitting for it, it is early in the morning. I was so sleepy. I completed it in a tortoise-liked speed because i had to keep asking myself to stay alert. Then, i finished all the question in one and a half hour with slow speed! I did stay and think at those questions that i was unsure about. Then, i allowed myself to sleep. i planned to wake up 15 minutes later to check the answers but i couldnt manage to wake up. well, no big deal since i did it in a slow speed. As a conclusion, i slept well during the test.
For AS Physic Paper 2, there are 7 structure questions. its duration is an hour. i didnt dare to do it in a slow speed. i tried my best to finish it as fast as possible. there were a lot of questions i have to stop and think! and yet its only an hour. i did it till the last minute. fine. i have nothing but tension!
Can you see the difference?
Anyway, it doesnt mean that i will score well in the Muet test. only paper one that gave me such an amount of extra time to sleep and there were 5/6 papers altogether. in addition to that, i dun have confidence in english! my english may not suck but its poor!
Mind you, for AS physic, chem and bio paper 1 which contains 40 questions each take one hour for each paper! i wish i could cut some times out from the Muet test.
Had two papers for AS. there are stil many to go. dun ask me how are those papers that i had. i will pretend that as if you didnt speak to me.
Reason: im a lazy girl.
05.19.08
地震
地震地震!很可怕的地震!夺去了无数的性命!记住!是无数!
这几天,报纸的封面,“四川大地震”。
听电视新闻,死了几万人。
老爸说,很多年前,也是在中国,在唐山,我没听过的地方,发生大地震!当时死了一百万人!一百万!一百万的人命!算!
这一次在四川的地震,死了几万人。爸说:“不只咧!还有很多万人失踪!凶多吉少。”
我记得,不久前,才发生过海啸!也死了很多人。
今晚,丽莹告诉我,她感觉到地震。她很害怕。换作是我,我也会很怕。轻微的地震,我们就这么怕了,那些从可怕的地震中存活下来的人,他们经历了多少?他们需要面对亲人们的离去又要挨过大地震,我对他们致以万二份敬意。
大家姐说:“苏门答腊岛又发生地震了!”。天啊!地震什么时候才停止啊?到底还要多少人的命才够啊?
渺小的我又帮不上忙。唉!
我希望那些作恶多端的大坏蛋会收敛点。吧生,有个女生遭分尸,至今尸骨不全。地球已经在发出警告了。警告人类,惩罚人类也减少了很多的人类。天灾不能免,人为之祸呢?
但愿每个人都知道生命的可贵。要自杀前,请想想,多少人想活下来却又无能为力?要杀人前,请想想,还有什么比生命可贵?仇恨?私欲?没有!或者,试想想,异地而处,你会怎样?
没有人想要被人杀害。没有人真正地想死。
请珍惜生命。生命是脆弱的,也是无价之宝。
为所有的死难者哀悼。
05.16.08
My Dear…
My Dear…
I have been waiting for you for so long…
I have been expectiong you to out for so long…
Since the last time i saw you and the advertisement about you after that.
But why did you choose this time to out?
Too bad… You choose a bad time!
Anyway, i will stil try my very best to make sure that i can date with you!
Dun worry and wait for me patiently! ^^
My Dear Narnia and the Prince Caspian!
梦
一个耐人寻味的梦。。。
一场让我有那么一瞬间感到很幸福的梦。。。
一场让我感到又开心又痛苦的梦。。。
和今天早上的数学课一样,情景、环境和地点都相似,所以我应该正上着数学课。
那么正常的事,很正常!真的!
不特别,也不是很不寻常,感觉是那么的真实。。。
可是,现实中,却是那么的不可能。
我也不确定是不是那么的不可能,可是它就是始终都不发生。
那是我一直的期待,这段日子里的不断期待。
不过,既然不可能了,我只好选择逃避,不去想了。
然而,戏剧化的事发生了!
上着课,我和往常一样,在发呆。
突然,感觉到我的电话正在振动。
大家姐先发现,然后叫我接听。
我看了来电显示后,因为在上着课,本应不该接的。
不过,我只犹豫了一秒钟的时间,就接听了。
声音是有点别于往常,可是,风格、语气等等的都还很正常。
内容是我期待的。
追根究底,它还是只是一场梦。
这大概就是所谓的:“日有所思,夜有所梦吧?”
(不过,今次是午有所梦)
梦醒了,一切化为乌有。
就是那么的一场梦。
在梦中,是多么的美好。
可是,醒后,面对现实时,是痛苦的。
我苦苦逃避不去想的事。。。
是发生了!可是,它只是一场梦!
如果,我有选择的权力,我希望这场梦不曾到来过。
因为它唤醒了一切已进入睡眠的思想,让我痛苦难当。
它夺走了我所有的精神。
让我无法专注并再度陷入了暂时性的堕落中。
原来,逃避是没有用的。
真讽刺啊!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
Today is Lee Ying’s birthday. but i got present from her. lol. because she forgot to bring my present on my birthday. good on her. she doesnt get present from me today but i got present from her!!! haha…
I like the yellow part but not the green part. lol. the green part, i prefer my drawing. =) i like to draw crab and greenTea because these were easy to be drawn. ^^
Although the 7 zhai is small but its not negligible. take a look!
The big one was from a noob due to a bowl of chilly. lol. dun challenge me with chilly and you will definitely get regret!
Thanks to birthday girl and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
“Her wish is that “Everyone score A in AS”.” Mr Low said. (she is not that kind…keke… Mr Low yes though. ^^)
05.15.08
Mr Low
He is a funny lecturer.
Whenever he is thinking about something, he looks funny.
Im sure that his every students will agree with it.
Once upon a time, the first day we back to school after holiday, he told us he spent a lot of times finding website etc for us.
I cant remember which chapter its but i know it did happen.
That holidays, i was just relaxing all the time and did nothing.
And, he is finding info and material for teaching.
Lecturer or students, who are taking exams?
Im wondering.
The day after mother’s day, he told us that “because of you all, i have to study bio yesterday. i have to look through bio to teach you all. And today, i have to have dinner with my mum as replacement”.
Then, everyone laughed. is it funny? kinda.
A lot of students have dinner with their mother that day and i was having a half sick and half sleeping leave.
How many lecturer will do that for students?
One day before our practical exam, we received a sms. “sleep well 2nite. remember to bring lab coats, goggles n cloth. dun panic n wish u all d best. spread tis sms to ur friends. mr low”.
I think, maybe he worries more than we do?
Thanks for all the efforts u put for us. we really appreciate it.
First paper of Advanced Subsidary Level examinations started and done. i couldnt do the question one at all and couldnt finish question 2. feel quite sorry to mr low. he has done his responsibility but stil, i cant do well or even just a little bit better.