11.30.08
朝八时三十分晚五时三十分
这是自己的第二份文职。此时此刻的心情，是既兴奋又紧张到要命的，夹杂着许多的害怕和点点的不开心。哦！好复杂哦！兴奋是因为自己不费吹灰之力就找到了工作—还是人生中的第二份文职；闷死人的宅女生活终于要结束了；自己也会有定时的收入。紧张是因为自己对那一份工作一窍不通，不知道自己学习的速度如何。害怕愚笨的自己学习的速度太慢或怎么学还是不会，最终惹怒和拖累同事和老板。不开心是因为，自己轻松的生活、无压力的生活，马上就要结束，而自己还未和朋友去旅游、散心、享受到够够！
Chung, Huang & Khalid
朝九晚五，薪金：RM800, OT另算。
考完SPM后，我到了一件律师事务所当书记，主要的工作是，打字、发信、整理资料、复印等等。简单的工作，学习方面，当然没有问题。然而，那段日子，很压力、很痛苦。为什么呢？因为人家都说我很慢。我尽了力还是被骂很慢。我已经很努力地快了。也许，自己就是那么的无能。每天，我都会担心自己做不完。记得，我试过把工作带回家开通宵，第二天上班时，啊！公司的电脑太笨，自己所做的一切都是徒劳无功！我做了约三个月半后辞职，继续学业。
那份工后，我极力训练自己打字的速度，终于，可以不看键盘，打得比以前快得多。认识了人类恐怖的心理。那些恐怖的大人，表里不一。
Jetlink Management
今早，去面试。这是自己人生中维持最久的一次面试。约一小时。我记得，上一次律师事务所的面试，才维持几分钟。这一次的老板，挣扎了好久才决定请我。面试的过程中，我好想打退堂鼓，因为（请看下面）。
这一间公司，只有老板、老板娘和三个员工。加上我，六个人。比起前一间公司，远小得多。可是，我所应该学的东西、我所需做的事，远多得多。好大分别。
觉得自己好笨。入世未深的我，在“理想薪金”上，随意填了个数字。爸爸、朋友们，每个人都说太低。老板原本会付我更高的薪金，最后却顺从了我的“理想薪金”。真受不了愚蠢的自己！太迟了。
据说，要做这一份工，必须有一颗虚心向学的心，必须肯牺牲时间，必须愿意卑躬屈膝，必须懂得做帐等等等等的。好多好多的东西！最让自己担心的是，我不能驾车。老板说，可能需要我驾车。啊！救命！自己在接下这一份工时，是不是太仓促了？
其实，promoter 和 waitress 都比 OL 好做。相信我，因为我试过这所有的一切。Promoter 和 waitress 的工作，只会让你的身体疲累。而 OL 的工作，会让你身心疲累！身体疲累远比身心疲累好得多。我原想做身体疲累的工作的，可是，自己的随便“试一试”造成了无法改变的结局。
我是骑脚踏车去面试的。大概有好几年没骑了吧？不过，自己的技术好像一点也没退步哦！未来的几个月，也会骑脚踏车去上班。穿formal骑脚踏车的样子，应该很滑稽吧？没关系。省钱兼减肥！
加油加油加加油！希望自己能应付接踵而来的工作量！期望工作顺顺利利！但愿老天不要随便下雨， 本人的两轮交通工具帮不了我避雨。
27/11/2008
11.21.08
End of A Level!
Finally, Eventually, Lastly, A Level has come to the end. Cheers!
A2 examinations took one month. From 9.00am 20/10/2008 up to 2.00pm 21/11/2008. I had a total of 14 papers in 12 days. Don’t know why, during the examinations, I just feel that this exam was like endless. 4 subjects consist of 14 papers. Tough, tough and tough. I shouldn’t say that it’s tough, but this is a real pity that there is no a single paper that makes me feel satisfied.
When I told my friend that I feel bad, one of my friend asked me, “Did you try your best?” he got the point. If I did try my best, which means that I studied really hard for it, maybe I won’t feel so bad. That time, I can tell myself powerfully that, “I had tried my best! No guiltiness! No regrets!” is it guiltiness? No. I am not guilty. I don’t regret too. I know pretty well that, if I were to travel back to that time, I would have done the same thing. Gosh! I am just too lazy! However, I just feel bad! Didn’t do my best doesn’t mean that I couldn’t feel bad, right?
Anyway, last paper is done. I am totally free from examinations now! Free for how long? Hmmm… I don’t know. What I know is that I have nothing to do now but to relax, relax and relax. Have fun!
I want to meet some friends that I haven’t seen for long time, I miss them. I want to do a lot of shopping. I have a lot of things to buy in my list. I want a lot of outings. To carry on my plans, I need money so I need a job. I will try to get a part time job when I feel that I have rest enough. Apart from that, I have plenty of drama to watch. I hope it won’t spoil my eyesight. :p
Besides that, I have one main task to do. I set January as the dateline. I have to get it done by January. What is it? Decide! Decide for my future. Currently, I have no idea what to study in the future yet. I am still undecided. A month to decide, it should be more than enough.
Back to A Level topic. I didn’t regret for taking this course although it is a waste of time of mine (seem like). This was what I decided to do. No one forces me. Instead, there were quite a number of people advised me not to do so. I must have got something through A Level, but the others don’t feel it.
A Level is like a stage in my life. By now, I have crossed it disregards of the results. Whether it is good or bad, it is over.
It is not so good to end this stage with examinations. I miss my friends. I feel a bit sad when I think of not seeing them, not having class with them and not mixing around with them anymore. Even we do meet for sometime, but it won’t be often and it may stop one day. Our relationship will gone just like that. I guess everyone of us have lots of friends belong to this group.
We used to be really friends with each other, when we moved to next stage of life, we get separated. Slowly, we became “hi and bye” friends. Some are even worse, no “hi and bye” anymore. I hope that that won’t happen on us. J
Guys and girls, I will miss all of you. I will miss those times that we have had together. To my company in class and lecture, the so called “study group” (I find it is more suitable to name it as card-playing group. LOL), helpful and friendly classmates and lecture mate and so on. Of course, should not left out the other kind of “mate” who spend lots of time with us too. All our good lecturers, Ms Ong, Ms Tan, Mr Yap, Mr Low, Ms Ngow, Ms Chong, Ms Chin etc. I will miss all of you too.
All the best to all of you.
Ok, I should end here. Everything has an end, isn’t it? As the saying “天下无不散之筵席” says. So far, I haven’t feel the joy of finishing exams yet. May be later? J
11.20.08
文良港中央医院
考完生物试，我最想做的事就是倒头大睡，因为昨晚并没有睡好。
然而，一回家，就接到坏消息。我必须到医院一趟。
上一次到医院，是约两年前到吧生的某间私人医院的深切治疗部探望外婆。
上上一次是好几年前陪遇到车祸，大腿骨折的爸爸到医院复诊。
这一趟，还让我学了不少东西。
虽然年纪最小，可是，好像只有我听得懂那种语文，所以一切的手续都必须由我包办。
那时，我有种感觉，我长大了，是大人了，可以独立了，能自己处理事情了。
问路、登记、办入院手续、都是我的工作。
等待消息、等医护人员处理、等进病房，就是离不开等待。
其实，我是能理解的。那么多病人，不管他们多么的辛苦，都还是只能坐在那里等医生诊断。
有个小妹妹，躺在父亲的肩膀上，不断地呻吟、不断地哭泣。
我记得小时候，有一次发烧，去中央医院看病。好痛苦哦！病人多么想躺在床上，然而，你却只能坐在那里等上几小时。
因为体恤其他正等待着的病人，所以，我对自己坐在那里等呀等的，并不以为然。
昨晚只睡一小时，加上考完两小时的杀人试后，我是多么的累，明天还有考试。可是，我的耐心却还是远远地胜过某些既无所事事又很健康的人。
要是没有那些人，那几小时的等待，会好过多吧？
哦！我有点被吓到了。病房。它给我的感觉就和上次电视播的《情牵南苑》里，发生水灾时，那些人所住的“难民营”。不同的地方是，它有床，雪白的床。
无言。一分钱，一分货？不过，也不便宜哦！也要几十令吉。
但愿天下所有人都身体健康，无病无痛。
11.07.08
出题人
这一刻，我竟然同情起他们来。
今天考物理四时，做下做下，我竟然开始诅咒他们。
“王八蛋！出这样难！”(对我来说)
其实，根本不应该骂他们。
他们是无辜的，不是吗？
怪只怪自己太懒惰。
怪只怪自己的脑不会转。
其实，我还蛮欣赏他们的。
Mr Low说，他们每天什么都不做，就只是坐在那里想我们的考题。
他们值得欣赏的地方是，他们真的可以一年两次，出不一样的题目，有时，还能想出难题给予我们。
要每天重复做一件事，还要不断的更新，不容易！
最惨的是，还要无端端的被诅咒。
每次考试期间，他们平均一天要打多少次的喷嚏？
我最欣赏的是，今年的数学三试题。真的有别于以往的每一份试题。
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