05.29.09
情绪VS免疫力
前阵子，报纸报道，当你情绪低落时，你的免疫力会下降。
那意味着，这时候，如果你接触到病毒，那么，就很容易生病。
不高兴、生气、埋怨、不服气、心里不平衡等等的，甚至，做自己不喜欢的事，都会导致免疫力下降。
总而言之，要时时保持好心情！
开开心心，病痛远远！
那好难哦！无时无刻，总会有突发事件发生。
原本，今天将是自己在Jetlink工作的最后一天。
然而，因为第二次的突发事件，我被逼面对残酷的现实，继续工作。
辞职了两次，再留下了两次。
无奈。
辞职前，请三思而后行。
感谢老板还让我留下。
喉咙很痛，不知是不是因为那件事掠夺了我的免疫力。
我完全无法控制自己的情绪不低落。
由衷的希望，不要再有什么意外，不要再遇到小人。
我的承受能力有限。
但愿大家一切顺利。
05.27.09
Mad
I am mad.
It has been so long since I was mad like this.
I am really mad.
I couldn’t control my anger and my tears dropped continuously.
Why am I mad?
I am not sure.
Is it because I am going to have so many spare times?
Is it because that I don’t know what to do?
Is it because that I feel I have got cheated?
Or, it is because that I don’t wish to waste my time anymore.
Yes, I have wasted more than enough time.
On the other hand, I want money.
Whose fault is it?
I asked, and asked.
I asked clearly.
I asked repeatedly.
The answer was almost the same so I trusted it fully.
At the end, I am wrong.
Ok, at least I know that we shouldn’t listen to what people say.
We should only trust if there is black and white.
I will feel bad if I write out the details of this story.
I can’t spoil their reputation.
05.19.09
My 20th Birthday
お誕生日おめでとうございます！To myself…hehe…
This is definitely a belated blog post, because I am getting more lazy and tired. *Embarrased.
I worked 6 or 7 days a week in these two months. No complaints because this was what I chose. Why? There are reasons behind things!
Okay, enough of craps. I will summarize my 20th birthday. This is the happiest birthday I have ever had because my thinking had changed, because I have got more matured. I am now 20 years old. I have learnt something really good for me myself.
This was the first birthday present I got. From Tiffany aka Dai Ka Jie. When did I get it? I can’t really remember but that was somewhere around middle of April when I saw her. Thanks Dai Ka Jie.
The day before my birthday, new friends I know in 19 years old treated me secret recipe. I didn’t take any picture for it. Anyhow, that’s considered as my early celebration so special thanks to them.
On my birthday, I worked as usual. There was nothing special happening starting from 12 am except that my phone rang more often than usual. =) I got about 25 messages birthday wishes from all best friends and some close relatives. Greatly thanks to them as I was really happy whenever I got a wish.
This is the second birthday present and the first present of the day! From 5yee. I was a little bit surprise when I got it. She actually posted it to me and didn’t let me know about it at all before that. The best part of it was that it arrived on time. I saw it after I got home from work.
Night, I went out with secondary school friends. I didn’t expect them to have celebration with me this year. I had a happy supper with them. I felt like I have got long time didn’t see some of them yet…
My birthday supper – tomyam seafood fried rice. @ Cola Club.
Presents from Li Jing (Temporary) and Jun Hoe. Thanks ya!
Present from Monkey. Thank you!
Not to forget about the cake. Thanks and thanks! No picture taken.
My birthday was celebrated together with my didi’s birthday who was born one day later that I was.
-US-
My birthday ended with my feeling of tiredness mixed with happiness. Many thanks to all my friends!
Li Jing said that she did prepare my present but she didn’t expect to see me on my birthday so I couldn’t get it on time. I appreciate that the heart she has for me. Thanks in advance ya!
On 16th of May, which was 4 days after my birthday, I went out with Ling. We went for shopping. She planned to take ‘picture’ with me but we didn’t manage to do it because lacking of time. We shopped for many things and went bankrupt. J To my surprise, I discovered something long time after I went home. LOL. She gave me my birthday present secretly. I was really surprise and happy for it. This was not the first time she gave me such a surprise. She is really such a nice person.
This is what ling gave me. I really like it. Many thanks!
That’s all for now.
05.11.09
十九岁句点
十九岁的最后一天。
没什么特别，只是，又要老一岁咯！
这几个月，发生了很多事。
发现，很多事都不在我的掌控之中。
放手和看开，是我唯一能做的事。
我学会了不执着、不奢望。
在十九岁的末端，我也改变了不少。
我变得比以前坏了，因为好人难做。
某些时候，自私是好事。
要学会自私！=)
经历了两次失败。
爱面子的我在人前不露出半点伤感。
打落牙齿和血吞。
人长大了，心里的问题就会增多。
也因为这些问题，我们才成长了。
这个时候，我应该在INTI的。
因为改变，所以我必须到ATC。
原本，这一个月也不会工作了。
不过，因为改变，我继续工作一段时间。
二十岁，我的注意力将在实现梦想上。
很高兴自己进步了，不再作那些无谓的妄想。
预祝自己“二十”岁的人生比“十”岁的人生顺利！
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