Today is my first day of “university” life. Why is it “university” but not university? This is because my school is Advance Tertiary College. There is no the word “university”.

I don’t like this school. It doesn’t give me feel like it is a university or a school. In fact, I think it is more suitable to be known as a tuition centre. It just looks like the tuition centre I usually goes when I was in form 5. Pusat Tuisyen Kasturi.

When I started dealing with this school, I started hating it. At first, they told me that the next intake will be in June. That time was sometime around April. When I called back to ask again, they told me that there was one intake has already started, which is May intake. That time was already somewhere around mid of June. =.=lll

They asked me to join although I would have missed a few classes. I don’t like to miss any class and also I was working, I can’t leave as I like, so I didn’t. I told them that I want to join the June Intake. I asked about the intake date, they, more than one staff told me that it will be the first week of June, or 1^st of June. I kept asking for the timetable but it was not out throughout the few weeks. At first, I doubt about what they said because the timetable was not out yet. On and on, more than one staff told me about the same thing, intake start at 1^st of June, then, I trusted them fully.

After that, I resigned with my company and got ready to start my “university” life. Few days before 1^st of June, their so called timetable was finally out. I was shocked. The intake date was 22^nd of June instead of 1^st of June. In addition, there is only one day class a week. =.=lll

I never expect that my “university” life has only one day class a week. Fine, I accepted it anyway.

Then, I decided to continue working because I have only 2 days class this month. I can take leave to go for the 2 days classes. Resigned, continued working, resigned and continuing working. That is the process happening on me.  

Last Tuesday, I called ATC and asked whether there are any changes in the timetable. I got to make sure my class really starts before I submitted my leave form. I applied one day leave which is today. During all this time, sometimes, I will worry that they will have some changes again and again. I may be unable to accept.

Today, i woke up at 6.30am, prepare myself and waited at LRT station for about 2 hours for my 4 hours class. My class finally started on time. This time, I got another “surprise” again. There is a new timetable. The 1 day class will be split into 2 days class, which means that today I have only 2 hours class and I have to attend classes tomorrow. They didn’t inform me. Damn!

I should have taken leave earlier. You may say that, doesn’t matter as I won’t be working for long. However, this is not a matter of working how long, but a matter of my reliability (something like that). I have to thicken my face and inform my boss that I am going to take another leave tomorrow.

One more thing, they told me that the ptptn loan application dateline was 16^th of June, result can be checked 3 days later which was 19^th of June. I didn’t check because I heard that it is not good to log in to check if the result is not out yet. I doubted whatever they told me. I am right this time. Today, I asked the person who is in charged again, and she told me that the result will be out tomorrow. =.=lll I hope that this time is the right one.

See! They can change as they like. They didn’t sign contract when telling me those things, else, I can bring it to court and sue them!

I heard people saying that they are good. I really doubt it. I am sorry to say that. At the moment, this is the impression they give me.

I sincerely hope that everything will go fine during my 3 years of studying there. I hope that I will not get anymore disappointment from them. *Praying*

I don’t know whether it’s considered as my choice.

Maybe I can say that I am half forced to make this decision.

Oh no! I was the one who made this decision and persuade him.

I got to persuade someone for the thing that I don’t like.

Sarcastic, isn’t it?

Since I have made decision, I should just go on and on.

There are no more turning points. I guess.

Scare and worry wouldn’t help anyway.

I shouldn’t get affected by those external reasons.

I should be strong, stronger!

I sincerely hope that I won’t regret.

I seriously hate that.

No matter what problems appear again, I will have to cope it!

I believe that I can.

So now, let go of those unhappiness and start feeling cheers!

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22-06-09