08.31.09
CHANGE!
Let me voice out the spell here!!!^^
For some reasons, I am changing my wordpress to blogspot.
So, “CHANGE!”
http://greenteatsy.blogspot.com
Sorry for any inconvenience caused. This blog will still exist as i failed to shift those posts. It doesnt matter as I am a greedy girl. =)
Update will be on the new site.
See ya there!
08.30.09
Mistakes
Can my acts or words in that kind of circumstances be considered as mistakes?
Mistakes meant to be action or opinion that are not correct, or that produces result that I didn’t want.
At that time, I just didn’t know that I shouldn’t act or say so. My brain did not work that fast.
Action and speaking have to be fast.
Often, I realized my wrongness after the incident.
Too late! I am just blunt and stupid. (oh, I shouldn’t find excuses for myself.)
I am sorry for the inconvenience and the disappointment caused by my clumsy and fussy.
I didn’t mean it. I really didn’t mean it.
I tried to be good and of cause I wanted to be good.
Sincerely, I always want to be good. Being good to people make me feel good too.
And, I did try my best. Failure just couldn’t let me go.
Practices and experiences needed for me to act or talk better.
I find it difficult to forgive myself. Simply, it has happened for too many times.
Forgive me for interrupting so much at that time.
Forgive me for the offence which came with recklessness.
Forgive my ignorance.
Lastly, forgive me for unable to apologize directly as this is not suitable for that kind of situation.
I am sure that you wouldn’t want it to happen too.
I will think faster; I will act smarter; I will talk better; next time.
Changing.
p/s: for sure that this is the only changes I want. More on the way.
08.28.09
Holidays!
Yoohoo~~ Here the 6 days of holidays come! By the way, I have only 4 days because 2 of which I have to work… Well, the fact is, actually we are not supposed to have holidays. These holidays just come by coincidence of national days and changes of timetable.
This morning, when I was on the way to work by LRT, when I was about to get down from the train, a man suddenly point something on my seat to me. I was wondering what happened and of course I turn my head and had a look. There was a phone beside my seat. I didn’t notice it at all before I was told. I took up and had a look. Luckily, it’s not my phone. Well, that’s obvious. -_-lll I was kinda sleepy at that moment and it caused me to be blurred. I thought that was my phone. After I took up and realized that that was not my phone, I put it back to the same place and told that man “It’s not mine” and move on. I had a fast thought that the owner may come back and get it so I put it back to its original position. Then, I realized that I am stupid. L How on earth is the owner is able to come back to get it. That is LRT. Oh fine. Nothing else I can do. Until night, I thought of something. Actually I can take that phone back and call the owner. That’s the best way to ensure that the owner get it back but it’s too late. I was dumb. Oh well! By the way, I am glad that I met such a good person that is willing to tell people when people left their belongings behind. As you already know, there are not much of these kinds of people. May god bless kind-hearted people. =) Credits should be given to that man.
Got my pay check today. Unfortunately, the money is too little. Have to save money. Went to bookfest yesterday with some classmates. Oh! I have to talk about them! Thanks them (Vivian & Kiran) for willing to come so far just to accompany me. I love you guys! Bought 3 books and broke. L Anyway, I am looking forward to our next outing!
This is already end of August. I started LLB at 22nd June. When Inter June/July officially started in July, my class gets bigger from 20+ to 60+ people. Life @ ATC is very much different with my previous life. Of course, there are good ones and bad ones. I will be talking about good ones here. Having a class which consists of 60+ people is actually far better than a small class. We get to know more people. There are happy-go-lucky types of people. There are people who look unfriendly but in reality there are not. There are nervous types of people who are like me (You know who you are if you read this :p). There are kind people and so on so forth. However, there are selfish types of people too. If those people don’t exist, our class will be perfect. =) What is really different is that all of us are having different culture yet we get along well. I have never spoken as much English as now. I have never thought that I can get along well with non-chinese people. Because of you guys, my life is more colorful. Glad to know all of you. J
In studies, there are still lots of problems waiting to be solved for e.g., general rules, cases etc; there are still lots of uncertainties; there are still a lot to be improved. I hope that, eventually, we can make it!
08.05.09
近况
读书时想放假,放假时想做工,做工时想读书。
这是每个学生的心声吗?
我还蛮想放假的,可是又。。矛盾。
追根究底,还是离不开一个“懒”字。
开学了一个月半,正在努力地适应。
还是一样不喜欢那个地方。
好在,老师们都还好,同学们也不错。
正在努力地当个勤劳的学生,不过还是办不到。
也需要一些时间融入。
新工作,还是很不习惯,谁叫我要钱?
还真的是很不想去那里,因为。。。
蓝色星期一,紫色星期五。
有些事一直想不开放不下,也慢慢地被冲淡了些。
能力有限,又有人危言耸听,唉!
我不会轻易地放弃的,除非真的是不可能。
可是,“世上无难事,只怕有心人喔!”
所以,应该没有不可能的咯!^^
加油啊!但愿能达成梦想。
也谢谢大家的支持!